A quickie update .

Life is good!! magnificiently awesome, put it that way! hehe. celebrated baby's birthday on the 6th dec. my parents finally got to meet up with his. hehe . It felt like i was flying :D im tooo darn happy right now -.- so yes life is good! :D

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im trying to get adjusted with the food here too. had a little bit of diarrhoea and that stuff. ive been eating out a lot EVERYYYYYDAYY ever since harry's family came down here to jakarta . seriously, i need liposuction for my arms. they're super huge and its scary =O !!

will be heading to bandung tomorrow by car. apparently there's lots to shop there ? i duno, i `ll just have to see !
will update soon!

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phew . i'm over and done with exams ! now you won't hear from me babbling about studies for the timebeing! hehe! Now i have so much free time! And next week i`ll be off to a vacation - am overly excited because my boyfriend is following me too! Right now, i so can't be bothered to pack my clothings for the vacation and ALSO, clean up my messy room up! my books are stillll scattered everywherree on my study table =\! eeeeeeeek. i hate packing! but i guess i should soon, since i'm anticipating for that very day to come!

Since Christmas is approaching, i thought to myself that i should do something to make life INTERESTING while i'm still here in aussielanddddd. Today, i made an effort to bake shortbread! :D I haven't been baking that much ever since ...year 8? eeek! i really should start over again! Baking is fun! Anyways, here are the pictures! :

Made with love <3


close up

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Went to the beach with my best girlfriends in the world on friday! The sun was shining brightly on top of us, and because i am so religious in keeping my skin fair, i wrapped myself up with this orange thing my mom bought for me from Bali. Cared less if anyone thought i was crazy because 'normal' people would go for the tan!

Being Sunsmart .


Not a single cloud in the sky!

Audrey`s artwork :)

more pictures on fb !

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I don't wanna miss a thing .

So our high school chapter has ended , but the memories we 've shared together all these years will always, and alwaysss stay with me forever .

i still quite remember my first day at kinders, or at primary and year seven . i've always wanted time to go a tad slower . 15 years of school life. wow :) it just doesn't feel that long when we just first started kinders yer ?

Last wednesday(21.10.09), our school held a valedictory dinner at San Remo Ballroom. It was a night to remember, an absolute fun yet emotional night spent with my closest friends and teachers. I am grateful to have them in my life, to get me through the pain i had experienced, lifted me up - the normal things FRIENDS would do and especially to those teachers who had cared for me :) I will miss all these moments . I will be looking back, reminiscing the good times we had together. Shall not be forgotten ! =')

i'll miss you ms Verocchi ! =( won't forget the countless times you hugged me before i left! :'(
You have been an absolute great and a kind-hearted teacher. you gave me help even when i never asked :) I'll miss you so muchhhhhhhh!!!

Mr.Maher (:

my little bro who's rank one in further maths (: , thanks for all the help i could have ever get from you (:

the awesome principal i've probably have ever had out of all my school years!

physics!! :D

I remember the first time we had Chem together on the first day of school with Mr. Flowers. A lot of us were yawning, and we got told off by flowerboy, and i got told off too when i kept touching and playing around with my split ends!
And throughout the year, audrey and i had always made (failed)attempts to confuse him who was who.
I would say, "Mr flowers, I'M AUDREY!!" and audrey would say the opposite :) and he'd get pissed sometimes and say "stop it girls" , with a sigh ; looking at the both of us over and over again, trying to get our names right .

Ahhh good memories!

i love to tease this chick :) so fun to bully hahah

i'll miss you all !!! HIKS HIKS :(

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Oh , don't you cry . We will all meet again , someday, at some place. The friendships that we had together , i pray to God that it will never fade away . I am really blessed to have all these gorgeous friends in my life.
I love you all !

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i hope you haven't missed out on the other photos i've posted on fb :) check it out, you can't afford to miss it!

I will be back in another month . i promise :)

Exams start in another 5 days *GASPS* , there will be no time to waste, from now on, serious studying !

Wish me luck guys :) ! and good luck to all of you who are sitting for exams as well =) !

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forgiving .

Love or hate , we should really practise to love our enemies as the Bible teaches us to love one another ; love your neighbour .

sometimes i wonder, why are there so many Christians/Catholics (i'm one of them), still SIN ?!

why don't we practise what should/is morally right ? We go to church every Sundays or even youth groups to be 'good and holy people', yet why are we still so bad ? we can easily just spit words out without even caring, or like have hot gossip about other people ? i'm sure everyone has done that, right? no matter how hard you try not to, it doesn't seem to work sometimes . =\ ?

Sometimes we should tell some people off about one's own actions to make them realise that they've done somethingg very very very wrong and sinful . We should take not God for granted neither should we to our religion .

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When times get a little too tough to handle and that you feel like you're losing hope in everything , always remember :

FEAR NOTHING .

my mom told me this; and it made me realise that i have been too paranoid of myself, worrying too much of almost everything and the fear that swallows me in.

now i'm going to try my best to do what i can, be tough somehow and stand up. fear nothing

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look back , laugh , move forward (:

sometimes you `re annoyed at people being so ignorant ; not just ignorant towards your feelings ... just ignorant about what their actions are , and aren't self - conscious of themselves .

but you can't stay being annoyed at them forever . all you have to do is leave that anger filled with fire , swap it with a little bit of hope, and goodness . perhaps a little bit more of trust .

i mean .. after all, you have to be able to accept things you didn't wish you had . and that after all , that 's just life . you can't have everything you want in this world just in order to meet your satisfactions .

provide me with one word ; M O T I V A T I O N !

time to getttt serious and get downn to serious study + workkkkk ! exams in a month's time ARGHH!!

but what stops me from concentrating ?

laptop .

*grins*

bloody hellllllll . =X someone smack me pleaseeeee !

I CAN DO THIS !

show me some support by motivating me ?
@.@

gosh i want exams to just pass, and WHOOOOPPdeeePDoOOo i `ll be flyinngg to jaykaytee and malaiiisya with my darling baby boy!

:D CANT WAIT for our long vacation!!

definitelyy not long from now heeee ;D

joy joy joy !

I need your guidance .

i never knew filling in my preferences for uni could be so hard :( and its such a long process !!! argh *frustratedddd*

just hope i can get into the course i want to do in uni . i dont wana regret whatever i plan to do either ...

God, please help meee .

gosh, i can't stand intolerant and ignorant people .

why can't they just be respective of someone else's views ?!

i 'm not angry . i just don't understand. why can't some people stop for once and think about how someone would feel ? imagine yourself in the same position you put other people in .

don't you even care in whatever situation you put them into?

I know i have been so 'disloyal' to my blog lately :(

and im gonna say this again ; and its no excuse to make up for why i haven't been blogging
: " I've been busy with school ."

A lot has happened since I last updated . too much to describe into just one post ...

but i can describe with one word on how my life is like now : HAPPY :)

Baby came to Melbourne two weeks ago, and finally got the chance to meet my family ♥
I was so delighted :) and the joy he brought along :) What more do i ever need to have a loving boyfriend and have parents that really accept and cherish our relationship :) I cannot be any more HAPPIERRRRRR . Our two year annie is approaching and baby is joining my family & ii on our vacation in dec and jan 2010. I am so grateful and i can't wait to see him next again!!


Moving on :) ,


I had dinner with my wonderful girlfriends today at a vietnamese restaurant called Indochine.
You'll probably be shocked if i say this but it's my firsttt time to eat viet food! (well other than the viet spring rolls , then yes, but they're just too common ).

jess lee & audrey look so serious o.O


yummy ! definitely must not miss out on this one!

yom ;D i dont even know what it's called lol .


:) the chilli was soooo friggin spicy no jokeeee!! Renee even teared and was full - on sweating o.O when she swallowedd the chilli phroarrr.

pretty girls

WOOoooo solo shots! Passerbys just stared at us when each of us had a chance to get a picture .

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baby's coming sooon !

:) canttt wait to see him at the airport ^-^ !

fail .

i feel so guilty turning on my laptop every little single dayy.

i don't even know what keeps me going lol .

i'm always like, "hey i need a little break, i've been studying for an hour already"

then i find myself on msn or facebook or whateverrr . and how many hours do i spend on the laptop? like SO MUCH MORE THAN MY TIME SPENT ON STUDYING!

screwwwwwww you laptop. whyyyy?! youre loosing my concentrationnnnn :( and im going crazy when i dont use youuu.

i think i need to lock up my laptop somewheree.

one question that gets me most ;

Is there only one heaven ?
Or are there many heavens because of different religions we all have?


When it `s time for us to go, will we ever get to see our beloved ones all in the same place ?



Surely googling this doesn't help much for me ..I `ll just have to see for myself .

Someday.

it sure is loveeee (:

happy 20th months ; )

i love youuuu now, always && forever babyyy ♥

i` m seeing you soon smellie poops! thaat... i can't wait ; D

the greatest fear amongst all ..

now i'm sitting heree , thinking it throughh....

this is so complicated .

learn to forget, and move on...

:)

the atrocity we put them in ..

i had been doing some thinking ....

If One of the TEN COMMANDMENTS state "Thou shall not kill"

Then why do we kill animals for our daily food , when simply , we could substitute with vegetables and fruits?

AREN'T WE ALL SINNERS NOW ? HUH HUH !

shame on us all!

How would you feel if you were a chicken and the next thing you know you hear some fat butcher sharpening their knives, getting ready to chop you to pieces?? hmmmm. I guess it's hard to try to back away from that crispy kentucky fried chicken hm??

During my first week in Burma, my friends brought me out to one of my friend's farm.. and while i was sitting down along with my other friends, doing the normal thing and chat - we heard screeches - a loud cry from chicken(s) soon to be chopped up for our lunchhh. The cries were unbearableeeeeeee and horrendous. just an hour later, i realised myself munching away on how tasty and meattty the fried chicken was.

looking baccck, i still hear them crying . =(

Maybe the last place you would want to go to is the farm..... unless you want to witness them die and cryyy?!



I've questioned some people about what they thought about it too. One of them was my grandaunty.

Amy: Aunty, dont you think we're sinners becos we kill animals? and when we die, we might see these animals coming back to get us because we took their lives.
Aunty: So we should just eat veges lor, so when we die, we'll just see vegetables !


LOOKING back, i should've watched when they butchered it, instead of just listening to the horrendous sound of them crying and trying to fight for their lives.

Maybe witnessing them die with my very own eyes together with their cries would've made me make up my mind to change into a vegetarians.

Who wants to be a herbivore with me ? i want to see a raise of hands after this! :)

Watch this video and maybe you won't want to eat animals anymore lol (i doubt it - i don't think i even can do that)

and look at the guests, smiling away and applausing the excellent chef, Jamie Oliver who is going to cook them chicken for the night when they just witnessed the atrocity of "HOW TO KILL A CHICKEN"

Paul (slaughterman): "There's nothing nice about killing anything, the way we look at it, first of all , we'll treat it with respect, give it a great life, and then kill it as quickly as possible. "


How do you know you're giving the chicken a great life when you JUST killed it ?

How's that ever a respectful thing ?

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One fine morning, i decided to log onto my facebook :)
& theree was a comment from this chick;

Outta curiousity, i quickly jumped onto her blog to see what major changes she'd done.....
I GASPED when i saw this ugly picture of a girl ;

*gasps somemore*

and my reaction?



and so i diddddd :)
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sexy much?


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What's with people posting reaaaly ugly pictures of me this week? LOL . rach and marcus posted our childhood photos on facebook. i can't believe they have the audacity to! >=(

I USED TO WEAR HELLO KITTY CLOTHES KAY . someone pls tell me i'm cooool ?

awkward much?.. LOL thatss marcus & i :)
i can't remmeber what year this was ... so happy i was as tall as him lol!

That was so many years bacckk! Can't believe how time passes so swiftly.
Oh, & Marcus' bday falls today ;)

HAPPY 18TH MARCUS!!

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angry mode on.

schooooooool starts tomorrow .

MUST study now and not be lazy!

rar gimme motivaaaaation!

i don't get some people...

why do they ' indulge ' themselves to do stupid things like smoking, take up drugs, drink until they are completely unaware of what they're doing ?

like any of this can make them a better person ??
DO you have any idea you're doing no good to your body everytime you inhale all that shit ?


wanna die faster? fine .






enough said.

wake up call

it is about time to realise ...

...get motivated, pleaaase .

" ONLY ! "

I finally watched Transformers: Revenge of the fallen today with my friend, mr. bobo .
The queue to purchase the movie tickets was extremely loooong today! (tuesday saver pssh)
Surprisingly bobo & i ' bumped ' into a few of our edsc friends and then into my cousins too!
Transformers is EPIC! You should definitely not miss it !

Besides of all the autobots that i found pretty cool, you BOYS(and girls if youre a lesbo) out there probably wouldn't wanna miss out checking out on this chick:

Megan Fox who is starring as Mikaela in transformers 07'.
MMMMMMM? ;) drooling already?



I was planning to watch The Hangover right after but my mom came to pick me up from shoppo early =[ Bobo thinks my mom came early just to 'spy' on me, which isnt true!

I sometimes laugh at how my mom thinks.
...You know those really, really, really traditional old - thinking mothers ?
The ones that COMPLETELY don't allow their little girls to go over for sleepovers(even if it's your girl bestfriend), or like go out with a guy ALONE to catch up(friend only), or for whatever reason,... because they think something is gonna happen to you? They possess too much paranoia. Well unfortunately my mom thinks like that, so i have to put up with it and leave my frustrations aside. @.@

Let me demonstrate you an example:

mom: don't let harry's friends see you
amy: why? harry knows i'm going out with bobo, he knows we're good friends ONLY (had to say ONLY, to emphasize the fact..)
mom: why would you tell him that? wouldn't HARRY get JEALOUS?
amy: no! FRIENDS ONLY WEY! (and again..), and PLUS bobo himself has a girlfriend kay.

Confirmed she is TOO PARANOID! phroarrr. I don't blame her for being paranoid sometimes though, because if i was her i would probably be too, paranoid.


DON'T WORRY MOMMY :)
I CINTA HARRY ONLY!
only only only!

hah ;D

only hope

thanks for the scarf mommy! ❤ loves it
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Happy 18th, Renee!! ❤

Yesterday night, Audrey, Mandy, Charlene, Jess, Amanda & I secretlyy gathered at Rasa Malaya, to await for the Birthday Girl, Renee to come together with her family. What Renee didn't know was that we were there to throw her a SURPRISE 18th PARTY!

A Special thank you to Renee's mom for treating us all for dinner hehe. I haven't had Malaysian food in a long time ever since I came back from my last Dec holidays lol. I HAD ROTI CANAI !!!! char kuehh tiaooo .... and so muchh moree (too lazy to list).. It was an amazing night and the surprise was well-planned. ;)

Here's a picture of renee getting all emotional + happy =P
She was just so surpriseddd!!! Her face started getting all red when she saw us, and the next thing we know there were tears trickling down her cheeks. Awwwwwww.
LET THE EMOTIONS FLOW GIRL! hah;P *hugs& kissesss*


making her wishh! hiphip hooorayy! we were being so noisy in the restaurant that the people behind us complainedd =x!!

& little did i know i was going to be CAKED in the face :(!!!
MMMMMM FACIAL CREAM *LICKS*


Jess got caked and everyone else got the taste of cake smashed onto their faces too haha =P Renee's so evil LOL!




yumyum~


This chick, Effie could not join us that night because she was working and busy serving us! lol!
The restaurant was fully booked and filled with lotsa peoplee. Poor effie!


Audrey giving an attempt to open her eyes as big as minee. oklaa dear, you win!




Looking around the table, i realised only three could hold chopsticks the ' PROPER WAY '.
that would be me :) *im so proud,* lol


Renee's lil sister :) She said i look like a young mum in this picture!! OMG~
my heart totally throbbed when she said that LOL.. Do i reallyyy look THAT OLD!
"YOUNG MUM"
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groupie pic :)

and so the night ended there. `
I hope you enjoyed the best birthday ever RENEE!! love youuuuu xox

There are more pictures you can access to on fb :)

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