and now all i see is flabs

i need to loose weight .

SERIOUSLY !

i gained ...three kilos .

this is so unfair :(

i wish i hate food from now on LOL

mum said she's happy with how i look / how fat i am right now ..

BUT EEWW. after looking at this picture, i realised how FAT i really am. i need to go on a diet soon :P(WHICH WILL NEVER HAPPEN!) Now i really know how obese ppl feel when they wna loose weight ..

it's hard. reallyy laa. its hard ok !

being this skinny would make me so much happier... lol
GO POSHYYY BECKHAM ! lol!

ok maybe not as skinny on the right .
macam skeleton only . geli .

amyneedsalilbitofmotivation(:

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another day out (:

love this structuree bit in shoppo; when you look up , the view is just pretty . love the sunlight + bluee sky.

went shopping at bridge road at richmond together with my buddies;; yanglengg SUAMIKU~!!!
❤, && myy mightyshorttyy! . it's quite good to shop there i reckon if you want to buy something with a reasonable & affordable price. some shops were overpricy though.

the dress i bought :)

the fuzzy red hat

im quite addicted to mirrors (:

sitting on a random spot in target waiting for mightyshorty to get her storybooks!

i randomly picked out a book and the summary read:
"....Amy was sexualised and belittled by ... "

OUUUUUUCH !

as if USE MY NAME. especially with that sorta story.
="[

my feet were soreee at the end of the day. and the blisters from yesterday's walk at chaddy were UGLY and painful ! lucccky audrey gave me a band-aid! thanks agaaain nursee! YOU saved my fooot!

my skin looks different somehow outdoors. hmm this camera does magic ;D




love you chiggggga !




bling bling . likey? (:

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❤

hahaha LOVE YOU AKONGGG ~! get well soon ok !
stop eating currypuffs and drink that juuuice!

25.11.08 xo;

it has been one amazing year

Through peaks and troughs,
We managed to get through each day one by one together. Knowing there's more ahead of us, we put all the bad memories behind us to think of what's more to come in the future. our future .

No one said long - distanced relationships were gonna be easy .
we always try our best to keep ourselves together and do our part every little single day. because ` giving up ` isn't us.


we celebrated each anniversary differently; and i am happy that we put our hard efforts into them :)


like the cupcakes you made hehe.

and your beautiful poem that still catches my heart everytime i read it .


loving them all.


You believe in me. I never ever felt once insecure being with you . You are my rock, my best friend, my lover. You understand me more than anyone else in this world. Without you, I don't know what I'd be or where I'll stand . Because of you, I had faith, and I learned never to give up .

i miss messing up your hair . and the best thing is that you don't care :)


Seeing you smile and laugh makes my day.

And then there are times where you & i make silly mistakes .. and there are times where we loose it .. but we know we never have to worry because we'd be back smiling and laughing the very next second. That's never a worry to me.

I know I've done a lot of things that has upset you baby,
I want to be better and I will :)

webcamming every week is a must - must ! :) i lovee your silly poses haha!


begging me to stop clicking ?


here's the proof. ;)! and i will not stop taking photos ! neverr everr.


you cheeky lil boy. ahahh(:

This was our very first day out together after having several months of talking to you thru msn / g - talk / skype ( +plus my very very very, bad internet connection during my times in burma that cut off for several hours , or sometimes, days, and weeks)

I don't know how we exactly did it but we went through it together . Thank you for always being patient baby . If you hadn't had it in you, i don ' t think there would be a "us" . I'm so glad that we've made it this far already and I am sure you are too :)


&&~our first 'half-professional' picture taken .

i hope you haven't abandoned the scrapbook i made for you hehe

just you & ii

i won't forget you making spagghetti just for me (: and your green curry !
I MISSED THEM ALL bebe! all yummy (: *rubstummyyy*

and all the other BILLIONS OF FOOD you stuffed into my mouth :O
now it's my turn to pay for our lunches the next time you come to melbourne okay!


i `ll never have kokoblacks / max brenners with no one else but you :)
you `ll always be my partner when it comes to chocolate!


you and your lost poses (: tsk tsk !hahaha mines better!

and you always gimme this face whenever i kiss you .
WHY? lol!

You Inspire Me From The Heart, Can `t Nothing Tear Us Apart Baby `

if only i had a bigger thumb .... nyek nyekk! you're a bully baby *


You're All That I Want In A Man `


I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You `re my only reason, you `re my only truth .

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain,
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
You're the hope that moves me to courage again
You're the love that rescues me

There will never be another
There's so many ways I love you
I need you
I can't wait to see you
I am so in love when we `re together
Nobody can do it better

I can't be perfect
No one is flawless
But rest in mind
I'll be there through the good and the bad and the ugly and worse
So if it's something that you're lacking
Go and tell me first (:

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
And never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through, through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love❤ I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


i love you baby ,

now

always

and

forever

til the very end.

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

WENT TO CHADDY WITH THIS CHICK ;D

lol !

we were blooody waiting for the bus to boxhill in front of our school for about an hour or so .. and I came to find out that there was no longer the 289 bus to bh .. There was only a 305 bus to the city. i guess i can't wag anymoree when my boyfriend❤ comes HAHA! jkjk(:

i hate getting rides on buses. i get so dizzy all the timeeee >.< makes me feel like puking
urgh, wish i could start learning how to drive already ! (:

anyways, mish & ii tried on SO MANY CLOTHES ! .. it felt like hundreds .

mish definition of 'slutty look' LOL

mish getting all kinky in front of me ! HAhahaha gaybo

this piece really looks like its more for maternity .

RIGHT? i think it was ..cause mish was looking through a bunch of maternity clothings. she was so unaware of it until i told her haha:)

there's a 3 month old baby in thereee.

BLING BLING

this is my favourite (:

hubby and wifey LOL . for some reasonnn , michelle looks like her brotherr here

WE ARE MACHO

yes michelle.. .... hahaha

OUR NEXT STOP WAS to DAVID JONES ..i prefer myer better for some reason ..

mother looking lol

this bloody dress i was wearing costs .....

WAIT FOR IT .......

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OKAY.



you ready ?


hm ok .

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=O shit right ? *types into calculator*

thats about RM 1767 ! .. somewhere around there .

imagine how much char kueh tiao, kolo mee, laksa, nasi lemak, wanton soupp and all the other good stuuff i can EAT with that money in MALAYSIA :)
gawd, i can't wait to go back .. another one more month ! whoopwhoop.

this dress however... costed $250 .

abit too pricy if it was made in china. -.-

red country road dress which was humongous

toy `r` us (:

lol . how cute

MY TOYS MY TOYS MY TOYS !

my bag <3

hers .


jingle jingle .

christmas in a month 's time . :)

oh and did i tell you i dyed my hair (: ?

and a lil something needed .

mmm hmm !

another 4 more hours (: !

yayy !

xoxo;