Oh dear God, I am so afraid to step on the scale. I've been eating out every little single day from breakfast to dinner. And that sure does include lunch, alright! This, I won't lie.

Phew. Can't even look at myself in the mirror right now. I can easily just pinch out the fat off my tummy .

Well, on the brighter side, I'll be off to gym tonight! Boyfriend won't be joining me because he recently got his shoulder injured. Now, not only am I a full-time eater, I do free massages for his shoulder. *shakes head*

Can't wait to fix back my diet when I get back home. Melbourne is where my home is. =)

That's it for now.


Love, me.

Ps- I'm typing this on my blackberry! Whoop. Never knew I could blog here :) awesome.

10/10/10

i wish it was me instead

i wish it could be my turn, right now, right here, with you here with me.

not gonna let this impatience run me over.

gonna be strong and have faith =)

must be one of those days

Don't quite know where I'm standing at anymore. Just in the middle of crossroads .
don't know where to turn, who to turn to. "Who am I?", voices in my head.

i haven't touched my blog for so long heh.

heh.

anyways, semester 2 began three weeks ago. So yes, next week will be week 4 of uni! so far so good. lol

can't wait for my next holidays though haha. which will be around at the end of September!!!!

feels like the beginning

I cherish every moment spent with you . You are my light and will forever be my guiding star. I made a promise and a commitment ever since we first started this journey together. I`ll be your rocks and the rough waves that come rushing upon the shores. I`ll never let you go out of my arms because I believe we can make it through together if we continue to believe what we believe in ....I love you Harry Saputra

~31 months and going :) ♥ ♥